I slid under the covers and closed my eyes and began tossing and turning, trying
to block out my haunting thoughts. Once more I flopped over and faced the wall. From
somewhere something creaked like someone stepping on the floor board. I pried
my eyes open trying to figure out where it was coming from. Under the bed? From
the closet? Just outside my closed bedroom door? The noise stopped so I flipped
with my back to the wall. A white glow appeared in front of the bedroom door.
It came from the center of the door and headed toward the bed. I gasped in a
breath, holding back my scream. The light hovered over the foot of the
The smell of lilacs drifted in the air and I held the sneeze in, too afraid of the
scene in front of me. My heart beat faster as the glow transformed into the
shape of a woman. The lady had snow-white hair pulled back in a bun. A smile
formed on her face and her familiar sky-blue eyes twinkled. The springs creaked
as she lowered herself to the bed and the smell of lilacs greeted me like a
“Grandma?” I whispered, sitting up and staring.
Grandma looked the same as when she was alive except her hair was grayer than I
remembered.She bent down to pick up the doll. As she handed it to me, her mouth moved but no sound came out.
“Grandma, what are you trying to tell me?” I whispered.
“Kay, darling, don’t cry. Your grandfather will be okay,” Grandma finally said. “It’s
not his time to go home yet.”
“Wow.” My jaw dropped open. “I can hear you.” I wanted to wrap my arms around her and
squeeze, but fear that any movement would cause Grandma to disappear stopped
me. “How do you know Gramps will be okay?”
“He’s too stubborn. He just needs to take it easy. So make sure he does that. It’s not his time to be with me.”
“How can you be here?”
“That’s not important.” Grandma touched my hand.
The touch felt strange like a warm tingling sensation.
I sat very still afraid this moment wouldn’t last long.
Grandma stared at me for a moment. Her form seemed to become more transparent. The cluttered dresser behind her started to appear clearer.
“Find your father. There are two sides to a family. I love you, Kay,” she whispered
before she vanished along with the sweet flowery aroma.